3 of Voices - The MUSE Tarot, deck by Chris Anne

Today is November 2, 2020 - I pulled 3 of Voices traditional corresponding card is 3 of Swords.

Chris-Anne is the Artist of The Muse Tarot

Artist's Key Words: heartbreak, sorrow, loss, unexpected let-down, losing confidence, hurtful words, pain, and wounding

Artist's Prompt: Slices of sadness, when the wind howls, the taste of a broken voice

The Artist's description: Inside of our deepest trauma and sadness lie the longest trajectories of light. Chris Anne's full description is beautiful poetry describing the 3 of Voices, Please Click Here to check her full description on 3 of Voices.

Here is My Understanding:

Of the Imagery: Alone and naked behind a door shut out from emotions, hiding in the shadows of the emotions, a woman crouches down hiding from the huge crying eyes in the sky. The woman is in the middle of a dry field and 3 pillars of light cut through her and beaming out. The tears from the eyes in the sky are running over the door, but the eye that the light is touching the without tears.   

Of the Colors: Grey, Yellow, muted Grey-Blue. ( Dominant color is named first), looking at the colors of this card here is my understanding of what the colors here are being used to translate for a deeper understanding - Grey for me here, represents darkness, sadness, pain, heaviness, shadow self- Yellow for me here, represents broken thoughts, challenging emotion. Grey-Blue for me here represents walls, barriers. 

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Of the Number 3 Representation:  For me 3 represents everything it’s my favorite number, representing the trinity in Christianity, ‘Father, Son, Holy Spirit, and the three are One’, The aspect of self the Emotion, Body and Though that makeup who is I. The balance of the triangle, the strongest shape.

If you want Click Here and read about the #9 to come up with your own understanding.

My Interpretation: So I have been in a depression since my last post, hence why I have not posted. Today is the first day that I feel the shadow is lifting and I am beginning to feel like myself again. Still yet not entirely myself but at least I am functioning. 3 of voices pretty much sums up my last 2 weeks. Feeling broken and unheard even by your own self this is representative by the woman is crouched down holding on to her head, and being sliced or fragmented by emotions. She knows the light is just through the door, she only needs to stand up and walk through it but she needs to just take a minute to bring awareness to what is actually going on. It's time to see the bigger emotions that are hanging over our heads holding us captive represented by the eyes in the sky. The Light cutting through the woman represents how painful the emotions penetrate. The emotions are big and are worth taking some time to sit with but its the realization that the emotions are not her identity, the realization that they are separate from her, they beam out of her, shining a light on the eyes in the sky, its the realization that she can move forward and be free of this pain.